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Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

TRUST


Translucent thoughts and feelings,
Resting in the hearts of
Unassuming others who
Simmer with their thoughts,
Triumphant that together,
They will remain as one,
In love and hope and freedom,
Trust, once again, has won.

Precious Linda, c. 2013

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Frozen in FEAR, Once Again


The door SLAMMED
and, once again,
the young child
froze   
in
fear
not knowing
what would happen next,

anticipating
shouting, yelling,
penetrating reprimands,
a cold shoulder with frozen silence,
sharp eyes of disapproval,
permeating everywhere,

filling her heart with
overwhelming terror,
leaving no room
for love,
mistakes, accidents,
or immaturity,

always promising disapproval,
sporadic expressions of love,
and the hopelessness of
never being fully accepted,
as her little,
immature
self,
but rather
annihilated,
in spirit,
once
again.

Years later,
she didn’t know,
if the wind had
blown the door shut,
or a person had shut it,
accidentally loud,
without malice or ill intent,
but she froze,
out of habit,
accepting
the blame
and subsequent
shame,
as her own,
once
again,

until
her body began
to release those
old, old feelings,
turbulent, at times,
and, then, as a
cleansing
wave
washing
her soul.

Precious Linda, c.2013

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Safe Am I

Cloaked and hidden,
enshrouded with fears,
tears locked up,
unknown for years

Body shaking,
beginning to cry,
tears overflowing,
not knowing why

Memories surface,
exposing deep pain,
beginning to feel,
sorrows and shame

Feel the feelings
let them flow,
freely like waves,
then, let them go

Freed, once again
to smile, until
a trigger erupts
another minefield

Will this pain
ever come to an end,
or, will it repeat
again and again?

Knowing I have been
through this before,
I know how to ride
the waves once more.

Courageously, I face the pain,
wave upon wave rolls by,
old, buried feelings pass
once again. Safe am I.

Precious Linda, c. 2013

Monday, April 8, 2013

ALIVE!


          f      e
    I       e       l
            
 T                    e
   h                r
      e           o
         r      f
           e


            I

          a m

                     E!!!
                 V
     A      I
         L     


Precious Linda, c. 2013


Friday, April 5, 2013

There's a New Day Coming!

sadness
      tears
overwhelming pain
    memories
that won’t go away

memories
      keep circling
‘round and ‘round

 the body
    remembers
              the
                   pain

tears 
    falling
         freely

 slowly,
   at
     first,

 then building

        into a
     
                                              O!!!
                                           D
g                                    N
  r                               E
   o                         C
    w                    s
      I               e
       N         r
         G   c


B-U-R-S-T-I-N-G

   the tension
       and fears,
 with gut-wrenching sobs
      and  more
    and  more
         tears

a shake and
       a  tremble

feeling  t i r e d
   worn out
         and
            d e p l e t e d

 shaken
            and
                    spent

t
  h
 e
       n

  with 

  each

   tiny

 breath

comes a

new sense

 of  peace

   and

  r
     e
      s
         t

  for  the

    soul

of the one

    who

   takes

  a breath

     and  

   breathes

        in

 the breath of  

    new life

     deeply 

 into their soul,

     knowing

       they

        are

        still

     ALIVE,

   living and

     whole,

   believing

      there

     truly is

        a

     NEW

     DAY

  COMING!!


Precious Linda, c. 2013

Here's something new... a form of visual poetry... for my posting for April 5th!


Tuesday, April 2, 2013

The Living Token

The little girl turned her face away,
She thought that she might cry.
She’d been taught to tell the truth
And never, ever tell a lie.

She stood there with her neighbor,
Golden curls, framing her thin face.
Her plaid, blue dress matched her skittish eyes,
As she listened, with silence and grace.

The woman continued to question,
The scab above her brow,
And wondered how in the world
It had formed… there, somehow.

The child looked down at her shiny, black shoes,
With white anklets, trimmed with lace,
And wondered how to answer this woman,
While looking, directly, at her face.

Again, the child turned her face away,
She thought that she might cry.
She was told not to tell the neighbor the truth
And she did not know why.

She remembered the day, a week before,
When her beloved dog had bit her.
While trying to remove an object,
From his clenched jowls, he nipped her.

She knew she wanted to tell the truth,
In a very, desperate way,
But she had been told to tell a lie
And to say it… just this way:

“I fell from the porch
And that is why
I have a scab
Above my eye.”

The neighbor looked closer,
With a hand on her hip.
She did not believe it,
Not one little bit.

She said, “I don’t think so.
That cannot be true!
You’d actually look different,
Much more black and blue!”

The little girl cringed,
When she heard the words said.
She hated lying for others
And wished she were dead.

As the years passed on by, she faced many dilemmas
That caused double-binds and confusion.
Sometimes she moved on and forgot what was done,
And, sometimes, she remained in delusion.

The child never knew whom she could trust,
Her feelings of safety were broken.
Love, truth, and goodness became just a dream
And, like she, just a throw-away token.

Precious Linda, c. 2013
  
This was written as “Day 2” of the National Poetry Writing Month – 2013, with the prompt of “a poem that tells a lie.”