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Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts

Friday, April 26, 2013

My Teddy Bear and I


I have a pink, Teddy bear,
I hold her close and tight,
To comfort her from memories
Of days gone by and fright.

She needs the comfort of my arms,
I hold her close, you see,
To keep her safe from all alarm,
To know she’s safe with me.

She isn’t able on her own
To settle down in peace.
She needs the comfort of my arms,
In slumber, to release.

Her memories are different
Than mine would ever be.
I can’t believe the things she says,
It never would be me!

And yet, my body says a lot,
With frightened feelings, too,
And then I hold my Teddy bear
And tell her, “I love you!”

The wounds and fears, the great big tears,
The little ones, as well,
The scary thoughts that come our way,
That drag us right through hell,

Remain no longer buried deep,
But move along to find
The way back from the recesses,
From deep within our mind.

I wonder if the things she feels
Will ever feel like I,
Right now I cannot fathom them,
Nor see them with my eye.

No matter what tomorrow brings,
My bear and I will try,
Together to become as one,
One person, she and I.

Precious Linda, c. 2013

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Frozen in FEAR, Once Again


The door SLAMMED
and, once again,
the young child
froze   
in
fear
not knowing
what would happen next,

anticipating
shouting, yelling,
penetrating reprimands,
a cold shoulder with frozen silence,
sharp eyes of disapproval,
permeating everywhere,

filling her heart with
overwhelming terror,
leaving no room
for love,
mistakes, accidents,
or immaturity,

always promising disapproval,
sporadic expressions of love,
and the hopelessness of
never being fully accepted,
as her little,
immature
self,
but rather
annihilated,
in spirit,
once
again.

Years later,
she didn’t know,
if the wind had
blown the door shut,
or a person had shut it,
accidentally loud,
without malice or ill intent,
but she froze,
out of habit,
accepting
the blame
and subsequent
shame,
as her own,
once
again,

until
her body began
to release those
old, old feelings,
turbulent, at times,
and, then, as a
cleansing
wave
washing
her soul.

Precious Linda, c.2013

Sunday, April 21, 2013

SLUMBER – Acrostic Poem


Senses sleeping
Living dreams
Unconscious awakens
Memories explode
Body rests and restores
Eventually, spirits show up
Restless commotion, inside

Precious Linda, c.2013