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Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

TRUST


Translucent thoughts and feelings,
Resting in the hearts of
Unassuming others who
Simmer with their thoughts,
Triumphant that together,
They will remain as one,
In love and hope and freedom,
Trust, once again, has won.

Precious Linda, c. 2013

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Frozen in FEAR, Once Again


The door SLAMMED
and, once again,
the young child
froze   
in
fear
not knowing
what would happen next,

anticipating
shouting, yelling,
penetrating reprimands,
a cold shoulder with frozen silence,
sharp eyes of disapproval,
permeating everywhere,

filling her heart with
overwhelming terror,
leaving no room
for love,
mistakes, accidents,
or immaturity,

always promising disapproval,
sporadic expressions of love,
and the hopelessness of
never being fully accepted,
as her little,
immature
self,
but rather
annihilated,
in spirit,
once
again.

Years later,
she didn’t know,
if the wind had
blown the door shut,
or a person had shut it,
accidentally loud,
without malice or ill intent,
but she froze,
out of habit,
accepting
the blame
and subsequent
shame,
as her own,
once
again,

until
her body began
to release those
old, old feelings,
turbulent, at times,
and, then, as a
cleansing
wave
washing
her soul.

Precious Linda, c.2013

Monday, April 22, 2013

I Was Raised to Be a Clone


I was raised to be a clone
with no sense of self,
like an appendage,
controlled by another.

Anything that didn’t measure up
to their beliefs, ways, or thoughts
was quickly smashed,
along with me.

I was never free
to become
uniquely
me,
in
their
presence.

And now,

I still have memories
of the pain of being
different and not
measuring up,
of needing
to be
exactly
the
same.

I’ve tried to blend in,
chameleon-like,
but that is death to me.

My sense of self
comes creeping up,
like a shadow coming alive,
but then, I become afraid
and try to stomp it out,
just like what
was done
to me.

I don’t want to be a murderer,
but I am so afraid,
that if I am so different,
I will be rejected,
again and again,
as I have been,
from time immemorial.

I’m continually told,
I should be different,
fit this mold,
or else,
I will not love you,
I will not be with you,
I will not talk to you,
I will not hug you.

Apparently,
the choice
to be
me
is
very,
very,
very
lonely.

Precious Linda, c. 2013

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

The Living Token

The little girl turned her face away,
She thought that she might cry.
She’d been taught to tell the truth
And never, ever tell a lie.

She stood there with her neighbor,
Golden curls, framing her thin face.
Her plaid, blue dress matched her skittish eyes,
As she listened, with silence and grace.

The woman continued to question,
The scab above her brow,
And wondered how in the world
It had formed… there, somehow.

The child looked down at her shiny, black shoes,
With white anklets, trimmed with lace,
And wondered how to answer this woman,
While looking, directly, at her face.

Again, the child turned her face away,
She thought that she might cry.
She was told not to tell the neighbor the truth
And she did not know why.

She remembered the day, a week before,
When her beloved dog had bit her.
While trying to remove an object,
From his clenched jowls, he nipped her.

She knew she wanted to tell the truth,
In a very, desperate way,
But she had been told to tell a lie
And to say it… just this way:

“I fell from the porch
And that is why
I have a scab
Above my eye.”

The neighbor looked closer,
With a hand on her hip.
She did not believe it,
Not one little bit.

She said, “I don’t think so.
That cannot be true!
You’d actually look different,
Much more black and blue!”

The little girl cringed,
When she heard the words said.
She hated lying for others
And wished she were dead.

As the years passed on by, she faced many dilemmas
That caused double-binds and confusion.
Sometimes she moved on and forgot what was done,
And, sometimes, she remained in delusion.

The child never knew whom she could trust,
Her feelings of safety were broken.
Love, truth, and goodness became just a dream
And, like she, just a throw-away token.

Precious Linda, c. 2013
  
This was written as “Day 2” of the National Poetry Writing Month – 2013, with the prompt of “a poem that tells a lie.”


Monday, April 1, 2013

Two Roads (with apologies to Robert Frost)

Two roads diverged into a yellow wood
And mesmerized, there I stood
The fluttering leaves on a gentle breeze
Whispered to me with the ease…

Of a lover caressing his blossoming love
A match only made in heaven above,
Two kisses, a touch, a smile, a caress
The two entwined as they were blessed.

And with the breeze there came to be
A brilliant, red cardinal beckoning to me
My eyes followed his flittering flight
As my soul soared with gleaming delight...

Dreaming of places I’d not yet seen
People and cultures and frolicking streams
Dancing flowers splashed on meadows and moors
Brilliant sunsets over oceans and shores.

I stood amazed where the two roads diverged
And felt absolutely no nudging or urge
To move from this moment of reverie and delight
To break the beautiful moments that filled my sight

With joy, unspeakable to be present and know
Of the love that went into this beauty and glow.
May I always remember with love and with cheer
These beautiful moments, at this time of year.

Precious Linda, c. 2013

With a writing prompt of using the first line of a poem.